55 site hits on a rainy Friday and I post something super emo (cues Mayer Hawthorne). I’m joking. I swear I didn’t listen to that song or cry, at all.

I know for a fact I have too many things to be positive about, every time I become even slightly whiny everyone tells me to shut the fuck up (in the most loving way possible). No one wants to deal with Debbie Downer Kate, yeah I don’t prefer her either, for the most part she’s just extra sarcastic. Thankfully I’m surrounded by beautiful souls who never doubt me or my future, even though that’s all I can do at times.

I turned down 3 contract offers while waiting for the one I really wanted. It’s a contract-to-perm situation, which makes me uneasy, because I generally put too much pressure on myself and over-think things. I only have one client/project so the work is not steady as far as hours and day-to-day tasks go. One day I’m slammed, the next I don’t have to come in because the client is reviewing the work. It’s already a huge step for me to be legitimately working, but it’s by no means anything secure yet. It takes all of my self control not to look at Craigslist apartment or room mate listings. I’ve told myself that I can’t look until I sign a full-time offer, if all goes well that will be sooner than later.

All in all I have plenty of things to look forward to, I just have no idea what they are exactly.

I guess that's all part of the adventure.