I've always been prone to cyber-crush on my fellow females. I seem to be intrigued by ladies with similar interests, swag and style. Since I came up / fell into / chose singledom I have been getting lost on Instagram and somewhere between 2–3 degrees of separation—I have found a few dudes to cyber-crush on.
I am SO predictable.
They are all brown-skinned men (not necessarily Filipino, HEY, I'm tryin' to expand my horizons over here), tall and relatively thin, with cleanly executed tattoos, style for days and good haircuts. The extra muthafuckin' plus is… they're all creative types. As if the first five descriptions weren't enough to get my attention—they are GOOD at what they do. Here they are, already disgustingly attractive to me and to make matters worse they're fucking talented.
"Hi. My name is Kate, I want to buy YOU a drink."
Trust—beyond all the physical and shallow attributes I seek in a man, talent and ambition is on a whole 'notha level. They can go ahead and tell me about how their camera shutter locked up during an engagement shoot, ridiculous project deadline or client meeting from hell and I will EAT IT UP while removing my clothes at the same damn time.
I promise you, I am not attempting to find a carbon copy of ex-Mr. I just have always been attracted to the same guy, time after time. Blame this on the fact that I like familiarity and that I am most likely a lazy dater. I seek out men with similar cultural backgrounds because it makes me feel comfortable. Or maybe its the fact that I can already respect these dudes based on the work they share and we've never even met. I've only had the slightest glimpse of their personalities, yet—they already appear SEXY. AS. FUCK.
Obviously I'm only crushing, and its not even in a real-live-sense-fashion, I'm crushing via Instagram. Its highly unlikely that I will actually meet any of these fantasy dudes of mine, but as I mentioned before we only have a few degrees of separation, so… its not impossible. But I'm not one to move from cyber-crushing to cyber-stalking, so I will just daydream, for now.
*winking emoticon here*