If I forget to ask you how you are, genuinely. Sometimes I still have heavy days. I can only carry what is already on my shoulders. The load is MUCH lighter these days, but I still forget to check in with some of you once in a while. I feel as though every one has their own battle they’re fighting lately. Regardless, I’m with you—even though I forget to ask.
If you catch me coming home loud and drunk, for some reason it is ALWAYS Adam. Sometimes he catches me SUPER FADED, and I'm rude cause he wants to have a conversation about our individual days and I throw off my shoes and go straight to my room. "SORRY. I CAN'T TALK RIGHT NOW." Meanwhile I am clumsily undressing while walking down the hallway and trying to get to my bed asap.
If you offer me advice and I don’t take it. I realize its frustrating, you have to understand I’m stubborn and I need to learn on my own. Its difficult to watch sometimes, but I’m one resilient ass lady. I learn, eventually.
If my music is way too loud. For the record, I have excellent taste, unless you can’t stand Trap. If so, I really apologize, cause I listen to Trap louder than anything.
If I leave you on the Best Coast for the Beast. Your guilting is fucking relentless. I appreciate it though, truly.
If I leave you on the Beast Coast for the Best. NY was always meant to be temporary, you shouldn’t have grown attached to me. I knew I was gonna break your hearts. That’s what I do. *Winking emoticon here*
If I am the worst wing-woman ever. I try. I HONESTLY TRY, but sometimes these dudes are too lame for me to even pretend.
If you wrote me an email and I haven’t responded or it has taken me FOR-EV-ER. I have the worst etiquette when it comes to personal emails. I get buried in them. I am soooo sorry.
If I start to sound redundant on this blog. Some days I have no motivation to write, other days that's all I want to do. I'm just trying to keep up with content. =P